10.13.2008

Belly Of The Beast

WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO ME LIKE THIS??


We said we want to be just friends and you're definetely not treating me like you treat your other friends. I was just getting over you completely!!! But then you had to change your mind. So you're missing me now? Now that you realize you aren't the hottest shit out there? Well I want to move on. I'm sick of our dating relationship. You're totally in love with me when we go back out again, and then a few months later, you forget about me, like usual. It's happens everytime we get back together and you know it.





But a little piece of me still wants you.


And it makes me angry.





I think it's because we went out for so long and at such a young age, that we don't know any other relationships so we are stuck together. I don't know why I keep running to you. Every time we break up, I promise myself that I won't fall for you again. You're the only one that can make me break my promises to myself. Asshole. I don't know how you do it. I must be weak, because I fall so easily everytime.






I don't know how you do it. You made my whole weekend revolved around you. I'm hanging out with you friday afternoon and friday night I'm sleeping over your house. Saturday I'm hanging out with you all day too and sleeping over again. I'm soo mad that I want to spend every second I can with you. BUT I CAN'T WAIT.

1 comment:

mike said...

This post can easily be transformed into a good poem. See me about this.